+ worried +

Fucktards! I've been worrying for days now, but the funny thing is I don't know what I am worried about. Have you ever get that feelings in your gut when you sense that something not right might be happening, but you never know what? then, you keep waiting and waiting for the bad stuff to happen and the waiting is the real torture of it all? Damn! I hate it when I feel this way. Hmm... I thought exam would be disasterous but it was pretty good; I might not excell, but I'll pass (I think). So, I am still waiting for something bad to happen. Paranoid much huh. I'll put a pic of Matt and friends just to cheer myself up. I need help!

I'm retarted... but gosh look at Matt! FUCKTARDS!
x deez x
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+ last update +

I'm going back to my place today, meaning; no internet connection. Plus, tomorrow is going to be exam day so I really should start studying. Anyway, just in case I won't be around later on, HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody! New year resolution coming up. Oh... and I think I like a boy. :)

x deez x
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+ carving +



HELP! I'm carving for cupcakes :(

x deez x
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+ phones phones +

I am currently using Motorola RAZR V3x, and I being me, i get bored very easily. I had been using that phone for about half a year now. I have my eyes on the new Sony Ericsson w910 or s500i. Where am i going to get some money eh? Mid term is coming in 3 days yet all I can think about are celebrating X-Mas and those phones I wanted so bad. Damn! Heh... Oh and my dream last night was a good one cause it involved me, the biggest shopping mall ever, my dream phones and wait for it.... MATT Shadows! I am a happy girl. :)

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+ Blue October - Calling You +

Theres something that i cant quite explain
i'm so in love with you
you'll never take that away

and if i said a hundred times before
expect a thousand more
you never take that away

well expect me to be
calling you to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make a smile

well i will keep calling you to see
if you're sleeping are you dreaming and
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me
i cant believe
you actually picked...me

i thought that the world had lost its sway
(its so hard sometimes)
then i fell in love with you
(then came you)
and you took that away
(its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult)
you take away the old
show me the new
and i feel like i can fly
when i stand next to you
so what if I'm on this phone
a hundred miles from home
i take the words you gave
and send them back to you

i only want to see
if you're ok when i'm not around
asking if you love me
i love the way you make it sound
calling you to see
do i try too hard to make you smile
to make a smile

I LOVE THIS SONG! CRAZIE ABOUT IT NOW... I'm missing someone, but I don't know who..

x deez x
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+ Merry Merry X-mas +

Since I have internet connection now, I want to wish everyone a very Merry X-mas and a Happy New Year! :) Can't wait for 2008!

x deez x
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+ that amazing feeling +

I could never put in words these amazing feelings I had had in days. Since the show, everything seem simple to me, everything was bright, I am not all tangled up. Nothing really matter much and I couldn't be happier. I is an amazing feeling. it leaves me wondering though how long this would last. The only thing though, I am missing Miss Lil Lyle and families.
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+ awesomeness +

They were here and I was there! It was an awesome night! I am in love!





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