+ secrets +

It is hard to keep your own secrets. And it become worse when you have to keep others.

I hate having secrets. I hate KNOWING secrets.

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+ damnation +

Everything is not going to be all right.....

x deez x

What Is Stress?

Stress is a feeling that's created when we react to particular events. It's the body's way of rising to a challenge and preparing to meet a tough situation with focus, strength, stamina, and heightened alertness.

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+ heroes fever +

I had watched the 2nd installment of HEROES the exact day they aired at US. I am a big fan of the series but since the marathon last week, I watch the 1st season and the 2nd season again. Which mean, I am now in the obsess state of HEROES. :) Thus a tribute to the heroes. The show led me to think about our existence in this world. Maybe there really is a destiny for each and every one of us to fulfill. I don't want to sound much like a nerd right now but it do keep you wondering right?

The Faces Of Heroes....am I the only one who think that Mohinder Suresh is one dashing guy?

And these 2 have to be the most sexiest villains ever!

x deez x

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+ bored +

Today had been an inactive day for me. I had plans at the beginning of the day but it didn't happen due to some problems, so I was stuck at home all day. I did went out though with my little sister for a while but the supposedly 'big' mall promised by my father was actually a small one. I did however bought myself a shirt (which I really couldn't afford) but it was a cute shirt and I think I'll live. :) I have nothing better to write about.

Oh, I saw the movie 'She's The Man' today and couldn't let go of the fact that Channing Tatum looks exactly like Lucas Black. Does anyone else think so too? There should be a movie casting them as brothers just because of this sole fact! I would so watch that movie!

x deez x
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+ the story begins +

Sweeney Todd

Sweeney Todd the demon barber of Fleet Street, had his shop at number 186 Fleet Street, which is now the Dundee Courier building with a Kwick copier shop.
On this site he is believed to have robbed and murdered over 150 customers, thereby making him the number one serial killer in British history.

Sweeney was born on 16th October 1756, at number 85 Brick Lane in London's East End. In those times Brick Lane was almost a rural country lane that led out to the brickfields of Bethnal Green. Todd's mother Elizabeth, was a silk-winder and his father Samuel Todd a silk weaver, working for the French Huguenots in nearby Norton Folgate, Spitalfields. In February 1770 aged only 14 years Sweeney Todd was sentenced to a five year term in Newgate Prison wrongly accused of stealing a pocket watch. While in prison he met up with an old barber named Elmer Plummer, who was serving ten years for fraud. Plummer took a liking to young Sweeney and taught him how to cut hair and shave, and how to pick pockets of the customers, Sweeney was a keen learner and soon became Plummer's apprentice boy, lathering-up and shaving some of the prisoners who could afford their services.

After his release in 1775, with a few pounds he had stolen at work in the jail, and with the little knowledge of haircuts he gained, Sweeney Todd opened his Barber Shop at 186 Fleet Street, next door to St Dunstan's Church, just a few blocks away from the Royal Courts of Justice. The shop stood at the side of the narrow alleyway named Hen and Chicken Court, at the corner of Fetter Lane.

Going west along Fleet Street towards the Strand and opposite the Temple Bar is Bell Yard, a narrow alleyway where Mrs. Lovett a widow and long time girl friend of Sweeney’s had her meat pie shop.

The first murder account in the Daily Courant, London’s first newspaper, that had by this time merged with the Daily Gazetteer, described a murder that could well have been the work of Todd. It recalls on 14th of April 1785 a murder was committed near to Fleet Street on a gentleman from the country who was on a visit to London. The gentleman was seen arguing with a barber when the barber took from his white coat a razor and slit the throat of the man, the barber then ran towards White Friars Street, disappearing into the fog.

The story of the barbers shop tells of when customers were seated in the revolving chair, that stood in the centre of the small shop and over a trapdoor that led to a disused cellar. The chair if swung over would reveal an identical empty chair that would take its place. Sweeney when committing his murderous act, would exit through the rear door and down a flight of creaky stairs to where the customer would by now be lying unconscious after their fall. Sweeney would then take out his razor and slit their throats (through Sweeney Todd's act this type of razor became known as a cut throat razor).

Can't wait to watch the movie! I am officially obsessed! :p Who wanna watch with me?

 x deez x
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+ shaggy who? +

Check this out!

Shaggy from Scooby-Doo's real name is Norville Rogers. His home address is 224 Maple Street, Coolsville.

Yesterday was a bad day for me. My cat had a major accident... there were blood... lots of blood... even thinking about it is making me queasy. She is in the intensive care at the vet. I'm worried and I'm doing anything to do get it off my mind. So, I stumbled upon that fact. How cool is it to stay at a place named COOLSVILLE eh?

x deez x

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+ wishing for the stars +

A little girl sat on the hilltop looking at the beautiful scenery right below of her. The lights illuminating from the houses in the small village were extraordinary. When she glanced towards the skies, there were thousands of stars shining just above her head. She secretly wished that she could touch the sky only to grab for a few of those stars and keep them to herself. Imagine how beautiful a life could be if you have your own shining stars. Without realizing, drops of tears fell down her cheeks. She didn't bother to wipe them away, she didn't have to. Here, in her own world, no one can see her, no one can label her as weak. In this world of her, she was lonely. She had always been alone in her whole life but why suddenly the thought pained her too much? She couldn't understand it but she wished the stars could give her the answer.

x deez x
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+ coach carter +

I had watched the movie hundreds times before, and every single time I had always been fascinated with the character Timo Cruz played by Rick Gonzalez for how strong he was, for how his presence uplift certain people in a way. I wish I am that powerful, that strong so I could at least say I am proud of myself. There was one part in the movie when he said these lines that gave me goosebumps every single times.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Timo Cruz

I LOVE that movie

x deez x
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+ before and after +


Last year resolution was not archieved. Not even close. So, this year, I decided to not make a resoulution. Heh. Maybe I will try to be nicer to peoples this year. That seem more achieveable right? So far it hadn't been a good year. Day one was nothing spectacular and day 2 was a horrible one. I got pretty emotional very easily lately and I don't really know what the hell is my problem. Crying seemed easy. Emotional bitch - they should start calling me that.

On the other hand, I cut my hair. New year hair rocked for a day then I don't like it anymore. :(

I was going for bob bryar look but I don't think it worked. haha....

see ya peepz

x deez x
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+ anak tangga +

Saya nak naik beribu-ribu anak tangga...
Saya nak mula dari sekarang...
Tapi, mampukah saya?
Mungkin tidak...
Tapi, saya tak akan tahu selagi belum mencuba...

What the point of all of these if I never knew what I'm in for?

x deez x
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