+ happy +

I am happy today.
I read half of the BIG HAPPY book, and I love it!
I cook some pasta today and it was delicious.
I'm currently happy.

Don't you wish you are nicer to me so I would cook you some? :p

x deez x
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+ kudos +

KUDOS = means "fame" and "renown" resulting from an act or achievement

The reason? I've been bored and I downloaded Kudos Rock Legend to play and it was addicting. Heck though, I couldn't find the crack to unlock the game and I am currently looking for them (any crack, serial, unlock codes) very actively. Help anyone?

I had some uneventful days not worth writing for this past week. I have nothing good to say today either. I however, went to see Paris, je taime (I love you) which was an awesome movie. Despite watching it alone (yes, I am aware some of you have better things to do, most of you works and some need to go to classes... I understand! Pfftt.. :p), I enjoyed the movie very much. It was one of a kind movie. My deep passion for French language was also why the movie felt so awesome to me. The poster is gorgeous too. Though, the Malaysian version is a bit more yellow than the original piece. I recommend this movie to everyone. Even if you don't really like foreign movies, this one is different. It teach you a lot. Mostly about love. I learned today (by watching the movie) the pureness of love, the understanding of love, the way one fall in love, the nondiscriminatory in love and how love and feeling could be misinterpreted by others. I know i sound sappy, so deal with it! :p It is a good movie though. I swear!

On the other hand, I bought myself a new book! Yay! I haven't treated myself for a new books for ages. Huhu. Betul seh! :p Anyway, the book is titled THE BIG HAPPY written by Scott Mebus. I've seen this guy work a couple of times but hadn't really read anything from him yet. So, I am going to stop here and go enjoy the book. Tell ya about it later.

Take Care ya'all.

x deez x

Oh, and by the way, I am not going to ever let you comment on this blog, so don't ask me anything concerning commenting. It's my blog and I'll say what ever I want to, and if you have any comment (good or bad), please please please keep it to yourself. I'll love you for it! :)

If you can't, stop reading the damn blog k :)
Or better yet, start your own! :)
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Read if you are over 18. Explicit words and excessive cursing involved.

Indeed..! What the fuck? Chelsea just lost to Tottenham for the Carling Cup! What? How? I mean how in the world could that happen? DAMN! Not to be demeaning or anything towards Tottenham and their fans, but Oh My God! First of all, Avram... What the hell are you thinking? I am not an expert, I am just a fan, but my God.. what the hell was Anelka doing on the pitch? Fucking nothing! I swear to God i ought to go kick him in the butt and try to make him run a little bit more. Oh and HELLO! Why the hell was Joe Cole wasn't played in the beginning? Gosh, he could do so much for the team... I know that, you know that, every Chelsea fan knows that! You stupid moron! He warmed up for about 15 minutes after the game started! You heartless, emotionless bastard! Dumbass! I am not gonna start with Ballack. God! That's infuriating!I swear I am having a very hard time about this. Fuck! I'm done with soccer. (I've said that thousands times before) *sigh* It's pretty darn tiring. I need some rest. Being a soccer fan is hard work.

Ps: to whomever that feels the need to diss me for the lost of Chelsea in Carling Cup, you could do so, I don't want to care anymore. I give you all 3 days before I recovers and talk back. Thank you.

x deez x
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+ free +

Exam week sucks! I'm done. Now, I'm free. :)

x deez x
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+ good luck +

18th February marked exam week for me. That's tomorrow! God, help me. I remembered last time on my finals, I vowed to myself that I would start studying earlier for the next final. Now, here I am, a day before exam and I am still clueless about what Human Resource is all about. Haha... I'm a loser.

Anyway, being exam week meaning no internet access for a week. That I'm sure of. So, to all my friends and all the lovelies out there, GOOD LUCK for your exam. Let's do our best and get through this shitless, shall we? :p I shall miss ya peeps.

x deez x
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+ Dear God +

Watch this.. heartbreaking!

Rwanda: Do Scars Ever Fade?

In 1994, the small African country of Rwanda was awash in blood. Extremists in the majority Hutu-controlled government organized a systematic genocide of Rwanda's minority Tutsi population. In just 100 days, more than 800,000 were killed. The atrocity was halted a decade ago, but for Rwandans the ordeal does not yet have an ending. Today, the physical scars sustained by survivors are fading, but emotional scars remain. Rwanda—Do Scars Ever Fade? explores the country's turbulent pre-genocide history, the horrifying 1994 slaughter and the difficult ten-year, post-genocide period during which the current government has embarked upon an ambitious effort aimed at reconciliation. The program grapples with a perplexing question: How does a country haunted by the scourge of its past recover?

Damn, it make me feel very thankful that no such thing exist in our country. How does it feel to wake up every morning wondering if that'd be the day someone will hit you or stab you to death? It's a fucking scary thought. I mean I know there's wars happening everywhere in this world but actually seeing this is truly heartbreaking. I wish there's something we could do. I mean, concerning all the wars where thousands of innocences dies. I don't want to sound cheesy or anything but this is just sad.

You know what, I think, first and foremost, we could start with RESPECT. Respect towards each other, respect towards everyone.

x deez x

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+ my ideal shirts +

Where could I get these kinds of shirts here? These are perfect!

Being witty rocks!

x deez x
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+ childish +

Signs when you like someone

You look at their profile constantly.
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
You walk really slow when you're with them.
You feel shy whenever they're around.
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
You smile when you hear their voice.
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
They're all you think about.
You get high just from their scent.
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

Childish, yet cute. Man, I'm bored!

Meez 3D avatar avatars games

x deez x
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+ complicated +

I always know that I am a complex person. I always make things complicated. Easy simple things are made complicated when it comes to me. That is just the way I operate. It eats me most of the time, but I never know how to keep things simple and easy. Believe me, I've tried, but I was never able to. Things in my head are always jumbled and come in complex forms. Is there any way to make me less complicated?

*situation 1*
Kawan: Weh, jom pegi makan
Me: Jom... nak makan kat mane?
Kawan: McD jom!
Me: Ala, 2 hari lepas dah makan McD
Kawan: Abes nak makan kat mane?
Me: Ntah, tatau
Kawan: KFC nak?
Me: X nak
Kawan: Burger King?
Me: Bosan
Kawan: Mamak?
Me: Hmmm...
Kawan: Mane2 la... aku lapar ni
Me: Kau pegi la, aku x boleh nak decide la!

*situation 2*
You: Jom pegi jalan2
Me: Mane?
You: Genting
Me: I tengah sengkek la
You: Tak pe, I belanja you
Me: Eh, tak nak, mane leh camtu
You: Tapi I nak jalan2 ngan you
Me: Dekat2 sudah
You: Dekat2 kite slalu pegi... tak pernah kite nak pegi vacation
Me: Lain kali la you, bile I da ade duit sket k
You: Ala, I don't mind
Me: I x nak!

*situaion 3*
Kamu: You look nice today
Me: Thank you
Kamu: Seriously
Me: Thanks. Dah!
Kamu: Orang puji pun marah?
Me: What do you want me to say? I don't like compliment
Kamu: Ok Sorry
Me: Don't say sorry. You didn't do nothing wrong
Kamu: What?

*situation 4*
Someone: I like you
Me: [laughs]
Someone: Ape?
Me: [laughs]
Someone: Awak ni kenape?
Me: Kite kawan
Someone: So, I like you
Me: [laughs] ok, I like you too
Someone: No, I mean, I like you 'like' you
Me: Bullshit you do [laughs]

And everyone wonder I am 24 and I never know how it feels like to know someone like me.. It's silly, and tiring and not mentioning FRUSTRATING, but I tend to not be able to believe what people say. I miss interpret a lot too. I'm doomed.

x deez x
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+ scorpio +

Scorpio are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good, or great evil. Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.

They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. They relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty. They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpios are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency.

Being so gifted, they can find fulfillment in many employments. Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist, and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities, and the solving of mysteries are relevant, can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them, union with the beloved is a sacrament. Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpios can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest, and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic romances.

TRUE eh?

x deez x
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+ girls day out +

I went out with my precious little girl yesterday. We spent he day at KLCC (which was swamped) and we had tons of fun. We hadn't went out together for a long time and it was good to spend time together. The only bad thing out of it was that now I'm missing my ALONG so much. Damn, she isn't married yet but I barely see her these days, imagine when she did finally get married! I know, sound childish but I do miss her a lot. We used to do everything together. Don't get me wrong though, I AM HAPPY THAT SHE IS GETTING MARRIED AND HAPPY. I just wish we could spend some more time together. That's it. :p I'm being over dramatic again.

We watched MEET THE SPARTANS yesterday. It was a funny movie; stupid, yet funny. :D Like all the other Scary Movies installment, it was hilarious, we had a good laugh watching the movie.

However, i fell in love twice yesterday. Once with a guy I saw in the same cinema where we watched the movie and 2nd on the train on our way home. The Englishman kept glancing at us (perasan seh), I wondered when he would asked for my number. :p DIDN'T HAPPEN but imagining was fun. And when he flashed me a smile, Ifell in love there and then. But I got over it too. :P It was a fun day.

Some pictures from yesterday!

I really am going to miss her when she go to college! *sobs*

x deez x
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+ tired +

Nine words women use...

1) Fine:
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five Minutes:
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more
minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) Nothing:
This is the calm before the storm. This means something,
and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing
usually end in fine.

4) Go Ahead:
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5) Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an
idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing
with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6) That's Okay:
This is one of the most dangerous statements a wom an
can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard
before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7) Thanks:
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say
you're welcome.

8) Whatever:
Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!

9) Don't worry about it, I got it:
Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but
is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's
wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!

Strange, this is funny to me! :P

x deez x
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