+ a miss +

I didn't watch any movie on my list last week.

I worked.
Monday : 7 am - 11 pm
Tuesday : 7am - 4 pm
Wednesday : 7 am - 6 pm
Thursday : 7 am - 5 pm
Friday : 3 pm - 12 am
Saturday : 7 am - 5 pm

It doesn't matter though. I am just glad that I did my job accordingly. That's all that matter.

On a different total note,
I am currently feeling so very lonely.
I think I might be missing someone but I don't have the slightest idea who I am missing.
Have you ever feel like sharing something with someone when you have no one?
That's what I am experiencing right now.
I am alone.
All alone.

You never appreciate others company until you are feeling what I am feeling right now.
I want someone to be with me.
I want someone to share a laugh with.
I want someone that I could hug.
I want someone who would smile just for me.
I want someone just for me.
I NEED someone for me.
I know it sound selfish but I could never deny what I am feeling nor what I am wanting.

x deez x
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+ long ass update +

It wasn't that I have no time, I am just plain lazy. X de mood gile nak update blog.
But today, I'm in the mood and this is going to be one crazy ass long update! *rolls eyes* :p

First and foremost, referring to my last post, I am still single. Damn! Really now? Nobody wants me? That is just sad. I am starting to think I might end up all alone after all. But, once you grab that idea and realize that some people are not meant to find love (meaning me), you'll be all right. I accepted the idea and I am okay with the fact that I might not find the love of my life. I am currently happy, that's all that matter right now. *DID I EVEN SOUND CONVINCING? ~~sigh*

Anyway, update, update, update. I am adapting to my job very well. But, I do think I am doing slow in my progress of work. I am never the slow one, but this time, grabbing the whole concept of the work is quite hard for me. I don't know why that is but it is bothering me when I am not on top of things most of the time. Yes, I am a perfectionist when it come to work and I am not satisfied with my work right now. So, I am in the process of improving myself and I am going to try harder. I believe I can.

It had been 2 months since I last watch a movie at the cinema. So, this week, my goal is to watch at least 3 movies at the cinema whether it'll be with friends or watching alone. I don't care. The movies that I want to see this week will be Don't match with the Zohan (I can't pass up Adam's Sandler's movie), Penelope (James McAvoy & Christina Ricci - I just have to watch this one) and Wall - E (how sad is it that I haven't watch it yet?). So, we'll see if I can archive this goal by the end of the week or not. If you want to catch these movies together, holla at me.

What is an update without soccer update?
Chelsea starts the season with a bang! 4-0 babeh! It was an awesome game. Nothing more needed to be said. I truly do believe (if they kept playing like they did), Chelsea will be wining some cups this years. Lets see how they'll do in the 2nd match tonight against Wigan! Can't wait!
Owh, and I am pretty much in love with Joe Cole.

On the other hand, I haven't been listening to much music lately that I feel sort of left out in the music world. Ask me about new upcoming bands or who's hot in the industry right now, I will have no idea. That is kind of weird, I always have time for music. I will download some songs, that is a must.

Lastly, I had a little chat with my lil sister earlier and she seemed to think that these 3 guys should be brothers. I agreed. Well, the reason I'm putting this here is that I am currently obsessing over Milo. I think he is incredible in Rocky Balboa. Anyway, Milo, Johnathan Tucker and Jason Mraz. Clear resemblance right?

Well, that is all for now I guess. I'll be seeing you all next week.

x deez x

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+ update? seriously? +

I know I have not been updating for a long time, I blame it on my job. Work had been occupying me so much lately, I don't even have time for myself. Well, I have, but most of the time, I spent it on sleeping cause I am damn tired. Anyway, I will be updating about my life later on, I promise, but meanwhile, I want to talk about my sister's wedding!

On the 8th of August 2008, (08/08/08) my sister get hitched! Yay! Finally! I had fun, it was tiring, but seeing how happy my sister was, it was all worth it. I was victimized most of the time but hey, I'll take one for the team. I'm posting some pics for viewing. Just some, I will upload the rest on other image hosting webs.

i like this picture - cam busy buat keje je (that's my uncle n auntie)

the 'hantaran' was made by our auntie.. lovely

cantik kan kakak saye? :)

this setup is done by yours truly... ME! :p

note the Charlie's angel up front

this is a cute picture

cam whore-ing session after the wed 1

cam whore-ing session after the wed 2

i sneaked out afterwards to the beach behind our house

showing off some of my kung-fu skills here

All and all, it was good. I can't believe my sister is married. In a year time, I might be an Auntie! Yay to me! Anyway, all this wedding stuff make me feel all alone for a bit. I am now opening boyfriend applications. This is for real. Hit me up boys! LOL....
I will update again soon. I'll try to keep my promise this time.
Till then, much love!

x deez x

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