+happiness+

One day, the young lion asked his mom: "Mom, where is the happiness?"Mom replied: "It's on your tail." So the young lion keeps on chasing after his tail. But after a whole day of trying, he failed to get the happiness that was on his tail.Then he told his mom about this, his mom smiled and said: "Son, you don't really need to chase after your happiness, as long as you keep going and moving forward, your happiness will always be with you."Wish every one of you find your happiness.
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+changing+

You can't decide the length of life, but you can control how you want to live it.
You can't control the weather, but you can control your mood.
You can't change your look, but you can smile.
You can't control others, but you can control yourself.
You can't foresee tomorrow, but you can utilize today wisely.
You can't win everything, but you can try your very best to achieve that.
Hope everyone can face the daily life positively and always happy...
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+ sakit +

Do you still remember that night?
The night when you and me promised to stay together... forever?

That night changed her live forever. Something was elevated within her. Thay will be together; happily after after just like in the fairy tales.

She was uncertain at first. She told him to never leave her. He trembled for the slightest second and looked her straight in the eyes. He reached for her and held her close. She welcomed the embrace. Their fingers intertwined together as he whispered comforting words in her ears. She calmed down and smiled gradually. Cause evidently, she knows everything will be all right. She believed him when he said 'I love you'.

Sye rindu.
3 hari?
4 hari?
Sye terseksa.
Rindu ni dah x terkawal lagi.
Sye janji, x nak berjauhan lagi dah.
x nak rasa sakit yang melampau ni.
Sorry, sorry buat abang sakit lagi.


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+ rain rain go away +

It is raining.
I always had been fond of raining days. It sooth me. Yet, today is a different case. It is raining cats and dogs outside, and I am feeling particularly gloomy.

I miss you. I really really do.
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+ restless +

I don't want to sound cliche or anything but I am still going to say it; you don't know hat love really is until you found it. And boy, they saying couldn't be any more true.

I was laying in my bed just now, forcing my hardest to sleep. I shut my eyes tightly, I tossed and turned looking and searching for the most comfortable position to fall asleep. Yet, I couldn't sleep a wink. It wasn't the bed, I had been sleeping on it for years and I had always seemed to be sleeping just fine. I had never had trouble sleeping. In fact, I could sleep in the weirdest, wildest circumstances if I wanted to. Hell, even if there would be an earthquake or even a tornado, I could still be sound asleep unaware of what's happening. But, why not tonight? What could possibly gone so horribly wrong that I was not able to bring myself to sleep? In the midst of it all, I try to contemplate myself - thinking of things that keeping me awake, I don't want to admit the truth. Maybe it is because I am having a slight stomach ache, maybe it is because I slept in late this morning, maybe because I am not tired cause I haven't done anything today. Ah crap, who am I kidding? I know exactly what it is. I just don't want to admit it. I can't sleep because I did not say good night to you. I can't sleep cause I didn't hear you say goodnight. I am a sad case of sorry am I not? *sigh*

When I felt like I was not going to succeed in getting any sleep, I moved on to turning on my laptop. What else a girl to do at a time like this right? I mindlessly surf of the web, checking my mails, watching some dumb videos and looking at funny pictures. Those were my sad attempts to fill the time, to make myself laugh, to try and get myself sleepy. Evidently, nothing worked. I settled on playing games, trying to pry mind off of 1 thing that had been hanging there since early tonight. I tried so hard, I tried my best, I don't want to think about it, but I failed. I never am able to do that anymore. I am not capable of not thinking of you. My mind miricalously always find its way to be thinking of you. Every moment and every second. I fucking kid you not. This is a truth confession. Since the day I agreed to become your partner, every single second of my day is filled with the tought of you. I can't stop thinking about you. Everything just remind me of you. It was sort of sickening (some might think) but that is the truth. I thought it would gradually go away but it doesn't. If not, it is increasing day by day and instead of only thinking of you, I constantly miss you. And I think it is unhealthy so, yet, there is nothing I can do about it. And you know what, I am so very accustomed to it now that I don't want to ever stop thinking about you.

I hate it when we are having a fight. It may not be big fights, it may just be some tiny things that we said to each other and we reconcile afterwards but still I hate it. I hate the thought of me hurting you in any way. I hate it when you don't want to talk to me. I hate it when I feel guilty. I hate it all. To tell you the truth, those moments, those little moments when you are mad, when we are not on talking terms, those moments are some of the worst moments in my life. I am not going to lie to you that it doesn't hurt cause it does. It hurt so bad sometimes that I feel like I wanted to just drop dead. Yes, I would rather die than feeling the pain knowing that I had hurt you. I hate myself for making you mad, for making you sad, for hurting you. Then, I would apologize, and you being the wonderful human being you, you forgive me. And the pain, it goes away.

I am stupid sometimes, cause without realizing it, I keep on doing things wrong. I am truly sorry for that. The thing is, before you come into my life, you see, I have nobody. No one cared enough to spend that much attention and time for me. My life goes like this; I woke up, went to some classes, get back, do some chores, continued working on my PC or sketch books, went to have something to eat, get back again, read some book or online for a bit, before going to sleep. And it all happened in the comfort of my room, me usually locking myself in. The words that came out of my mouth could possibly range form 10 to 15 words a day. I swear to you I am not playing the pity card. But I need you to know this. You might notice that I don't know how to handle situations sometimes. I don't know how to say the right things, I don't know how to comfort you, I don't know how to flirt with you; it is almost as if I don't know how to interacts sometimes. Well, truth be told, when half your life is spent trying to isolate yourself from others, you tend to loose the ability to act like normal people does. I don't do human contact before you come along. I don't say 'I love you' or 'I miss you'. Hell, I think I never know what loving and missing someone is like. And I am adapting to it all, and I may have make mistake in treating you along the way. And for that I am sorry. I hope you can cope with me long enough so I can improve myself to be a better person, to be a better fiance for you. Please be patient with me. Tolong sabar dgn sye ek? I am so sorry. And thank you for being such an understanding person to me all this while.

I want to continue on telling you my life stories and bore you to death but I think I would rather not. It is true that I haven't completely open up to you. I have stories and things I wanted to tell you. I just don't know how. I never know how to express my feeling through word. It always failed to come out of my mouth correctly. If only you know this depth of love I have for you. It might scare you; be warned. :) I scared myself sometimes. But I want it to be that way. cause I know a guy like you will never be found again. I don't know how to tell you what I'm feeling at certain moment of times. Sometimes when I said things, you misinterpret them. Maybe I don't know how to say things clearly. But I do want you to know that there is no greater thing in this world than being with you. You have no idea how happy I am every time I am with you. No idea. If only I could tell you, better yet, if only I could show you, then you will know how much I appreciate having you in my life.

I am going to start rambling now. I tend to write when I am sad. I guess you had figure that out by now. Honestly, my tears won't stop running right now. That is another incredible thing you do to me; you turn me into a sensitive crying shitloads of teary girl. I don't do crying you know, now, crying seemed to be a part o a habit to me. Yet I welcome the change. cause I know, when everything I cry now, it remind me that I have something to loose. And by God, I don't ever want to loose you.

I know I said I wanted to stop but humor me for another second. Well, if you want to stop reading I can't stop you. But, I remembered something while writing this just now. And it was the happiest moment in my life. I want to share it with you.

Do you remember?
That night?
That one historic night?

I was so nervous you know. You said you were going to take me somewhere. I wasn't sure whether you told me the name of the place or not, but you said it was beautiful up there. You know I am a sucker for beautiful spots by then didn't you? Yet, you made a stop. I didn't know you were stalling. I thought you were really hungry. But I did sense that you were acting kind of weird. And when we were lining up, you were sweating. Real sweating. And at one point, you gave me this one look. I was puzzled. Really. Did you remembered I asked you if you are OK or not? 'Abang Ok ke ni?' and you just nodded. I was worried you know but I brushed it of. Then, you brought me there. You were right. It is beautiful up there right? If it wasn't for the noisy kids and 'rempits' I would say that place is perfect. I was really trying to enjoy the view but I didn't enjoyed it as well seeing how you were standing right beside me, fidgeting like you needed to pee so bad. I waited for anything that you would say. I waited for a while. But for a little moment, you didn't say anything. You just stood there looking at me in a way like never before, smiling. It made me nervous. I waited though. I really wanted to know what you want to say. Even then, I knew you were going to say something big. Something that will impact me and you both. And I was anticipating it while my heart beat furiously. Then you started saying these things. It was a blur. As if I know it was happening, you were saying things, I was trying to register but I was nervous as hell. You were too, I remembered. And at that moment, I think, that is when I fall in love with you. I just didn't realize it yet. When you were struggling to tell me what you felt, that was the most cutest sight I have ever seen. Do you know what exactly I was thinking at that moment? This guy, this kind, tender, sweet guy, was telling me how much he liked me? ME? Me of all people? How could that happen? Even then I know you are a wonderful soul, dispite your tough, crazy, angry exterior, I know how lovely you could be. How would I know you may ask? Call it a woman's instinct. It amaze me that you would say that you like me. I am still amazed today that you stick to it. I knew even back than how lucky I am to have a great guy like you to even spare a moment of his time on me. Do you know that?

Do you remember what I said?
'I make you happy right? And you make me happy.
Then, let's make each other happy. Let's be together,'
or something like that. :)
That was the best decision I had ever made.
The best risk I had ever taken.

And then you smiled. I could never forget that smile. You don't know how gorgeously handsome & beautiful you look at that time. That genuine smile alone is to die for. :)

Do you remember that night?
I don't want to forget that night.
I am sorry k.
Good Night my dear.
Selamat malam bang.
I love you so much.

I wish you would say 'good night'.
I need to hear you say good night so I can go to sleep.
And I wish that I'll see you in my dream (if I am able to sleep) so I could tell you I miss you.
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+ awweee +

Pic kat bawah tu is supposed to make me melt kah encik abang sayang?
Huuuuuu????
Nak anak please.... :)

You are driving me crazy...
But again, you already know that don't you? *smirk*
Pukul kang baru tau!!!!! :p
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+bast+


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+ roundups 1 +

Hello!!!
Okay.
So, here's the deal.
Lately I have been so much neglecting the real blogging experiences. I feel like such a bad blogger. Don't get me wrong, all the posts are sweet and what I wrote I mean it, but now is the time to do some roundups on what had been going on. Plus, I know how much you suckers crave for goss!!! :D Don't lie, that is why Perez Hilton website is such a hit! Everybody loves hot stuff!! And apparently, I rambles. :p

All right.
On with some soccer news.
Pfttt... Chelsea lost, Manchester lost & Liverpool is on a winning streak. Apparently, the world hard turn upside down. Oh! And to top that off, Roo-Roo got a red card! Heh! Okaaaay. Pause. So I admit that I had not been watching as much games as I used to, but hey, come on, what the heck is going on. The table is turning. And the most shocking thing about it is, I don't seemed to care. RIght, maybe I was a bit joyous for the Manchester lost but it wasn't like I was dancing in joy. And the lost of Chelsea unphased me. Maybe I am getting used to them losing. Such a horible thing to say, yet, it is true. Super Frank doesn't touch m heart as much as he used to. Boohoo... I even almost forgotten why I love Micha so much. Dang, I take that back :D.

Lookie what I did to Christian-what-his-name-is pic. :p (I hate this fella)


Idols..
It came back. And I tried my best not be sucked in, yet, I failed. I always found a way to be watching that show unwillingly. As for most of ya'all who watch the stupid (yet addicting) show know, my boy didn't make it through. However, I have a new boy to obsess over! Yay! His name is Danny Gokey. He's awesome, he's sweet, he's a crooner and his voice can melt you. I am not exaggerating I tell ya! Hmmm... I start to wonder.... David who? :p Nahh, David Cook will always have a special place in my heart. Plus, no one can top the Mavid acts. That is just too special eh? :D I know, I know, what about Lambert you might ask right? He is ok. Well, he's more than okay. That voice, hmmmm *drooling*... yet, there is just something about that guy. How can I say this politely, hmmm... he's weird. Not the good Gerard Way weird, its 'you are too gay to the point of it radiates through you and i can't concentrate cause it's scaring me' kind of weird. You know? But no biggie, If he's winning, I won't complaint! :p

Oh see, Mr Danny!


Adam Lambert! Now, together with me girls.... Awwwwee :) :) He is almost too sexy for a gay man right? :p

Ok, I will continue soon. That is my goss for now. Call me to complaint about it if you want, I don't want to care! :p

Yuk jumpe minggu depan!
K.Eda! Nak prezent huneymoon itu! :p

toodlez

x deez x

p/s: Sye rindu kamu... bila nak balik ni? Kan sye dah rambling bebukan. Sebab x de keje. :D
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+ it's official +

I am as for now, officialy had become your fiance.
And you know what?
If I can, I want to let the whole world know about it.

It's getting near....
It really is...
:)

x deez x
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This is a tribute post for my one and only. I know lots of the posts lately are dedicated to you, but I need you to understand this one.

Sye, dengan keizinan dan keberkatan Allah, berjanji yg bemula dari hari ni, sye akan melakukan segala apa yg termampu, berikhtiar selagi boleh untuk menjayakan relationship ini.

There is nothing I rather do than to make this work. For all I know, I never wanted or NEEDED anything in my life more than I need you.

Ini janji sye pada kamu.
Maafkan sye, sebab kadang2 mulut sye ni memang cabul.
Maafkan sye, sebab kadang2 sye lupa diri.
Maafkan sye, sebab sye buat kamu sakit hati.
Sye x pernah berniat nak melukakan hati walau sikit pun.
Sebabnya, bila kamu sakit, impaknya tempias sye sekali.
Sye mintak ampun sekali lagi.
Sorry.

Ambik janji sye ni,
Simpan dalam hati,
Nanti,
Jangan rasa sendiri lagi.

It is mindblowing to me, that someone wonderful like you could love someone like me.

x deez x
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+hotttt+


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+the way you look at me+


I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and light brown.

I love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show your care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

I love that you are with me,

And i glad that you are mine.
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+ kinda nervous, kinda excited but extremely happy +

I sits in this room quietly minding my own business when I heard a scream of my name from the living room downstairs. Shocked and confused, I dragged my butt off from the comfort of this room, down the stairs, finding the source of the scream. Oh, hell! Surprise2. All hell had break loose! The living room had turned into a massacre of flowers, trays, bids, ribbons and all thing glittery. "Pick a crown that u are going to wear", "Does this loo good here, or here?", "Where do you want to put this?". I was attacked by the questions and I felt like screaming, yet, I didn't. I told them to do what ever the hell they want; I approve. And I took a step back, looking at them (who I thanked dearly for doing all of that for me cause I wouldn't get anything done on my own) and I smiled. I SMILED and I mean in. Cause in 2 days, I am going to get engaged to the man I love.

Yes,
You heard me right.
Thinking about it, I am kinda nervous, kinda excited but am extremely happy.
Despite all the nagging, people telling me what to do, what I am suppose to do, what NOT to do, I am still kinda excited. Yes, that nervous feeling is starting to build in the pit of my stomach, but I don't really take mind on it.
Because,
I know, behind me, there is now a person standing close by protecting me like a shield, not matter what is going to happen.
And cause of that I am truly happy.
:)
How many time in a life that one could say that she feel so anxious waiting for the day she become someone elses fiance, wife?
ONCE!
Once in a lifetime!
Who wouldn't be nervous right?
Well, I am.
Yet,
I can't wait!
:D
I am out of my mind!
Excuse my rambling.
I am missing someone.
Till next time, take care!

x deez x
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+ wife +


The day i met you my life began, you helped me grow into the man that i am. From that very first moment you stole my heart and now your my wife till death do us part. You are my one true love, you are my life, your everything i want to be I'm proud to be called your husband.
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+ hmmm +

You sure knows how to make a girl's heart melt.
:)

x .S.A.Y.A.N.G. .K.A.M.U. x
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+together forever+


I love you now and forever more.
You're not only my wife but my best friend too.
I know that our love is really true.
Bucuk, I love you so much.
I know I am yours at your every touch.
You'll be there when I cry.My tears you will dry.
You are my inspiration and my strength.
In us I have so much faith.
I know that you'll never hurt me.
Sayang, I've never been this happy.
Thank you for your love and trust.
This is all about love and not about lust.
I love you, you're perfect, and you’re everything to me.
Together forever we shall be.
I need you, I want you, and I’ll love you forever.
You and I will always be together.
Cantik tak Swan tu??
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+ blank +

:)
You know how to make me cry.
You know how to make me melt.
You know how to touch my heart.

But,

There is another thing that I want you to know,
I had never feel this kind of happiness in my lifetime,
And no one, no one can make me smile and mean it like you do.

The thing is,

I am the lucky person,
To have such a caring, adorable and kind gentleman like you,
To take care over me.
You said you can't wait till the day that you officially become my husband,
Yet for me,
I am already there.
:)

Thank you dear HUBBY!

I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U!

x deez x
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+dear honey+


Dear You,


I just want to say that I love you and thank you for all the love and happiness you've brought to me. You know how hard things have been for me this last year and I know you have been through the same thing, but when I found you I knew I wasn't alone and I did not feel alone anymore. You were there for me when no one else was or when no one else understood. That means more to me than anything, sweetheart. I am so lucky that I fell in love with such an amazing and kind lovely person like you. In three more day's the most happiest thing will happen in our life and I'm really looking forward and excited on that, I love you so much, always and forever...


Love always,

You true LOVE
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+ i'm baaaacccckkkkk +

Hello all,
I had been quiet for quite some times now. Mainly because I have no internet connection for about a month due to us moving house (again). In the meantime, if you had been noticing, those sweet and kinds messages and poems were posted by my dear 'ol boyfriend, soon to be husband. :D Ain't he a sweet one? Thank you... :)

Because of the long no writing period, I am having a writer block. I don;t know what to write anymore. There had been so much going on lately, I don't know how to put it in words. But, I will be warming up soon enough.

On the other hand, to that certain you,
I want to say that,
I will always love you,
I will always cherish you,
And I am no longer anybody without you.
Thank you....

x deez x
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+our true love+

When i look into your eyes your the only one i need in my life we've been through so much
together and i feel like I've known you forever your the only one for me, i love you more than you'd ever know or see, i get a big rush when I'm with you & i hope you feel the way that i do. And the way you look at me, it makes me go crazy the way you talk to me shows me that our love is true, id give so much for you to just hold me, your love can completely control me you show me your love to me and see me from inside and outand i feel the same way without a doubt.
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+behind you+

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.

Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.

But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.
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+if+


If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do and I always will.
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When i look into your eyes
your the only one i need in my life
we've been through so much together
and i feel like I've known you forever

your the only one for me
i love you more than you'd ever know or see
i get a big rush when I'm with you
& i hope you feel the way that i do

And the way you look at me
it makes me go crazy
the way you talk to me shows me
that our love is true I'd give so much for you to

just hold me your love can completely control me
you show me your love to me
and see me from inside and out
and i feel the same way without a doubt.
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+my love, my only+

And see your smiling faceHolding you in my armsSeeing all your graceI wish i could fall asleep in your armsEvery night of every dayFeeling all your warmth Feeling so very safeNothing could make me happierThan kissing your tender lipsHugging your muscular bodyFeeling your gentle finger tipsA day without you is hellWith sadness and much painBut i know that without you completelyI would never be the sameI can help but think...How alone i used to beHow unhappy i feltHow i had sorrow for myselfBut then you came, to save me from my painYou have brightened my face, my heart, my soulYou have made me feel special, my heart feels wholeI never want to leave youI always want you to stayBecause every part of meLoves you in each and every way!
I Love You!
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+our love+

Love, like a tree,
sends its roots down deep
so when the storms of life abound
and the winds of adversity blow,
it shakes and bends
and goes with the flow
but doesn't break or fall.
And during times of drought
it drives its roots down deeper
so whatever comes and goes—
summer, winter, spring, or fall,
the good times and the bad—
it stands the test of all.
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+i love you+

You're my special love beyond compare,
A star shining above the rest,
I desire for you to be aware,
To me you're the absolute best,
I need you near me everyday,
To make my life much better,
I need your soft lips to press against mine,
Your soft arms wrapped around me tightly,
I try to find the words,
To express the feeling in my heart,
I try to show you that I care,
But I don't know where to start,
I guess I'll start right here,
And I guess I'll start right now,
I'll tell you that I love you,
And I'll tell you why and how,
You are the one who brightens my day,
With your smile bright and glowing,
You are the one whom I wake up for,
Each and every morning,
As I look into your eyes,
It's hard for me to say,
My love and care grows,
With each passing day,
With my heart's passion,
And feelings so true,
I can't help but say,
I'm in love with you,
So, when I say I Love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart,
You've healed me when I was so sick,
I believe you're in me, not far apart.
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+i promise sweetheart+

The moment i saw you cry, My world came crashing down, To see those tears fall from your eyesTurned my smile into a frownI wanted to hold you. Make everything alright, But there was nothing i could do To stop you from crying tonight, I felt like a failureTo myself and to you, But you said that was nothingThat i could doI held you close And made your pain my own, I tried to make it feel Like you were home You kissed me softly Said you would be alright, But there was something in your eyes, That had me worried that night. And to this day i promiseNot to let you cry alone, And to take the pain you feel And make it my own.

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+you are my everything+

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.
There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.
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+new greatings+

My love for her is like a fresh red rose
Her beauty is like a sweet setting sun
In times I believe I just might propose
Our love for each other is more than fun

Every day my love for her grows deeper
Her hair is as soft as an angel's wing
With each kiss from her lips I get weaker
That kiss is not an ordinary thing

In her arms everything seems more perfect
She's my life, my lady, my everything
She has been the very end of my verdict
She's here to stay in my arms for yearning

I will love her till the end of my life
I will love her as my wonderful wife
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+lovely wife+

I see you as a beautiful woman of Kindness and love,
with a big heart for others that you’re always thinking of.


I love how you smile it makes your eyes shine and twinkle,
or your laugh when it’s funny if it’s not just a wrinkle.


I love your way of hugging and holding me close,
or staring at my face and smiling, loving me most.


You mean more to me than anything in life,
I'm happy the Almighty Allah did make you my wife.


I've looked for your love in the entire wrong place,
but I find it in your eyes when I look at your face.


I love to remember the days i confront you ,
I never took you for granted and you always looked nice.


My heart sings songs of happiness when I'm in your heart,
and cries out for your love when we are apart.


I just need you to know that I always am here;
I will never leave your heart nor create any fear.


You gave me your heart and I gave you mine,
I hope that you love me till the end of time.


I want to die in your arms in a cabin by the woodsif
I had one wish, I wish that I could.

Your joeys
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+love+

Love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts, my heart, and my soul.
Those are the words that fill my head, this book, and the hole.
That continued to grow with every mistake I made, every person that I lost.
Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay, so my heart had to pay the cost.
Those are the words that are my gift, my nepenthe, and my pain.
Those are the words that make me happy, make me crazy, and make me sane.
I love you.
Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow.
The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow.
Those are the words that open my heart up to you
To show you how I feel about everything you do.
Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside.
All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide.
I love you.
Those are the word that is my gift to you from me.
To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy.
Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories.
They bring my mind to rest and it slowly starts to ease.
Those are the words that are my pain that slowly eats away.
At my mind and soul and makes them start to rot and decay.
I love you.
Those are the words that fill my head with happy thoughts of us.
All the romantic memories and times of love struck lust.
Those are the words that fill this book from the start until the end.
It shows in every page, how much I tried to tend.
And those are the words that fill the hole.
I love you.
Those are the words that make me happy deep within my heart.
When you say them to me, my body starts to warm, each and every part.
Those are the words that make me crazy when I know not what to think.
All my thoughts start to spin and my sound mind starts to sink.
Those are the words that make me sane when my thoughts are crystal clear.
Now I know what to say as I whisper in your ear,
I love you.


Dedicated to you as I dedicate my life and soul to you.......
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+my wife+




Deep As The Rose Is Red;

I'll give you my heart; I'll open it up,
Will you listen to its small still voice?
For soft and quiet my heart will speak,
To the one I'll call my WIFE.

Did you hear it dear? Did you listen well?
Do you understand what it said?
For deep is the LOVE that it speaks to you,
Deep as the rose is red.

So, take my heart and treat it well,
And forever in this life,
Come walk with me, your hand in mine,
The one I'll call my WIFE.




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+new greatings+


As long as you love me,

I'll stay by your sied,

I'll be your companion,

Your friend and your guide.


As long as you love me,

As long as you care,

I'll do anything for you,

I'll go anywhere.


I'll bring you the sunshine,

I'll comfort your fears,

I'll gather up rainbows,

To chase all the tears.


As long as forever,

My love will be true,

For as long as you love me,

I'll only love you.




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