+ $ $ $ $ $ +

I need cash fast...
To help my baby...

I'm worried...

x deez x
p/s: Sorry I couldn't be much of a help
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+ 13th October +

Do you believe it?

It's been a whole year!
A whole freaking year!
One whole mother fishcake year.
One whole wonderful year.
A happy and marvelous year.
Since I've been with you.
Oh, wow.
This is exciting.
I never get any one year anniversary before...
Well, except my birthday,
I love you!

You always ask me why I love you right?
Well, Imma tell you why.

I love you because....
You are you.

I love you because....
You are the only one who understand my sense of humor as do I to you.

I love you because....
You make me feel like I have never felt before.

I love you because....
Thinking of you fills me with all these wonderful feeling.

I love you because....
I like your small gestures that speaks volume about how much you care.

I love you because....
Everytime I look for you, my heart misses a beat.

I love you because....
I love the feeling of being secure wrapped around in your arms.

I love you because....
You make my life feel complete.

I love you because....
The way you look at me each and every time you open your eyes in the morning.

I love you because....
You make me happy.

I love you because....
You are simply awesome.

I love you because....
You have a sexy back. *wink*

I love you because....
No matter what you are saying, your voice tends to melt me away.

I love you because....
Being with you makes me feel like I can fight the world and come out the winner.

I love you because....
You make me proud of who I am.

I love you because....
Loving you come effortless and natural to me.

I love you because....
You are smart enough to fall in love wit ME.

And last but not least,

I love you because....

These are just few reasons why I love you. If I were to write them all, I would never have enough paper, space or time to list why I love you.

I love you,

x deez x
p/s: Do you love me too? :)
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+ top of the world +

How are you all?

I am quite fine thank you.

I am quite happy, thank you.

I am quite satisfied with my life right now, thank you.

I need to say something today.

I am very grateful that I am standing where I am today. I am happy, I am in bliss, I am feeling loved. Life as i Have it right now is almost perfect. Why the 'almost' you ask? Cause I am being cautious. Life would never be perfect. But this is as close as it gets and I am thankful to be here. But still, I have never forgotten, it's always a circle. I am on top right now but any time, any given moment I can be in the bottom again. I have been there, on the lowest bottom of existence. There were times that I felt I could not survive it, but you know what, I did. And for that, I am grateful too. Cause if I didn't I wouldn't be where I am today.

What I am trying to say is,
If life bring you down, deal with it. Be strong, be patient.
I've been in that position, the position that I hoped I would never have to be in again. I understand the harship, the pain, the torture. For the same reason too, even in this happy moments in my life, I still remind myself of the hard times I used to go through, cause evidently, without that times, I would not be who I am today. Honestly.

As a token of remebering those who are right now being in the bottom of the wheel, be strong.
You know you are stronger than what your heart is telling you. You know it and you ought to prove it.

I would like to take the time to say sorry.
Sorry to everyone that I have ever hurt, that I have ever touched and scarred, I am deeply sorry. I don't ever meant in any way to hurt anybody in any way whatsoever. I am who I am and if in the process of being me, I have hurt anyone, I am deeply sorry. Hey, like I say, Nothing & Nobody is perfect, me included, ME ESPECIALLY.

If what I am saying is making you sick, I would like to say sorry.
But, on second tought, this is what I am feeling right now, so if you don't like it, screw you!
I mean what I say and I say what I meant.

Love ya all.

x deez x
p/s: never will be a complete entry without a shoutout to my hubby. I am here, on top, because of you. :)
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+ amazing +

Sye mahu kawin!!!!!!!!!!!


x deez x
p/s: can't wait eh? :P
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