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Sedih.

Bukan salah sye,
Kenapa slahkan sye?

Bukan permintaan sye,
Kenapa pulaukan sye?

Bukan kehendak sye,
Kenapa marahkan sye?

Bukan kerelaan sye,
Kenapa pijak sye?

Tak bergunakah sye?
Siapakah sye?
Untuk dipijakkah?
Untuk dimain2kan kah?

Sye bolh bersabar,
Tapi sye juga ada hati dan perasaan,
Maafkan sye kalau sye bersalah,
Tapi tidak,
Sekali lagi sye katakan,
Bukan salah sye.

Sekian....

P/S: Sedih, jgn buat begini. Sye tabah orangya, tapi sedih tetap ada =) masih boleh tersenyum adanya
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+ Si Kecilku Demam +

Hey all...

After six month of existence, my little baby had her first fever today. I mean, she had had mild fever before, some with flu and coughing, but it was never bad. Not 38 degree Celsius bad. I was a mess, when I checked that her tempreature was 37.8, I started panicking. I heard stories, bout how high fever could affected little babies; and I do not want anything like that happen to my child. We went to see the doctor and she said that because she wasn't vomiting and breast feeding normally, we need not to worry. She prescribed some fever meds and when we got home, her fever seemed to already went down. I gave her 2 cold baths and now, at 8:30pm, she is sleeping soundly *along with bapak at her side* =P. Alhamdulillah.

Oh, and I asked the doc if cool fever is safe to be used during the day *despite all the stories i heard = panas msk dlm la, angin msk ubun2 la, mendalah tu sedut air dlm bdn la*; and she said it's perfectly fine. *Kejadah tol citer2 org ni* Hence, meet mama's new best friend;


Actually, there's a lot of kind, just happen that we hare this one in hand.

And here are some pictures of my sick little one. Poor baby still seemed energetic anyhow.


Note that she had her dad's shirt with her - seronok sgt ada bau bapak =P


Good sleep after taking the meds


A day before - chantik kan? mcm amik pic sendiri pun ada =)

Hopefully, she will fully recover by tomorrow. Sunday is Mr. Hubby's day off. Kesian kalau baby tak sihat lagi.

It seemed to me that my baby is loosing weight.
What do you guys think?

xoxo
Deez


P/S: Cepat2 sihat yer my baby. Harap2 baby tido sampai pagi, she is still sleeping soundly!

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+ Why? +

Kenapa?
Tak sedih,
Tak marah,
Cuma kecewa.

Kecewa yang amat,
Nak tanya kenapa,
Tapi rasa2 mcm dah tahu jawapannye,
Nak salahkan dia,
Tapi rasa2 bukan salah dia,
Nak salahkan siapa?
Terkedu aku dibuatnye.

Takut,
Aku ade rasa takut juga,
Impact situasi ni akan jadi amat besar untuk semua,
Mcm x berani nak hadapinya,
Tapi terpaksa,
Tak boleh mcm ni selamanye,
Kita cuba,
Baiki segalanya.

Ya Tuhan,
Tolonglah kami,
Kami hamba yang lemah,
Jangan Kau lupakan kami,
Ampunkan dosa2 kami,
Kuatkan hati2 kami.

Tolonglah jadi kuat Renny,
Untuk diri sendiri,
Dan orang2 yang bakal dibebani,
Dan yang paling utama,
Untuk ibu sendiri.

Dan tolonglah,
Jangan kurang menyayangi kami,
Dan tolonglah,
Jangan berhenti menyayangi sye,
Sebab,
Sye sebenarnya,
Amat sayang kalian berdua,
Tanpa kalian siapalah sye.

Memang kalau takde musibah menimpa,
Kita mudah lupa,
Siapa kita sebenarnya,
Dan sebanyak mana kita sayang ibu dan ayah kita.

Ampun,
Maaf,
Jangan,
Jangan marahkan sye,
Sye tak mampu nk buat apa2.

Deez
P/S: Takde mood nak bernyawa
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